The Universe is a Bitch

The Universe spat you back out at me
after I'd long put you to bed and rest
and washed away my love for you
but remnants remained
like a fine silt over my heart
and the Universe saw this and knew
that love, once had bloomed,
could bud forth again
so the Universe,
Spiteful Bitch
brought you back
to taunt and tease
to make me see
that all is nothingness without you
The Universe knows this
and mocks my pain
tantalizing me with thoughts of you
Spiteful Bitch
to take my love and make it shame
to rip apart my joy, dressed in all its finery
and render me hopeless in my knowledge
that
With you, I AM all
convergence of perfection
whole and happiness entwined
and with you is never to be